FUCKING VIOLNECE!

I feel the need in my soul screaming for me to let go. I want the pain, I want the hurt. Give me the fucking pain! Strip me, slap me, beat me, use me as your fucking meat. Yes I know what I ask for. Yes I know what you think. What you think is a fright to me, Hiddin away in your little homes, afraid to come out and give all that you have, afraid to let go and be the beast that you know is beating on your soul to be let lose. I want to feel the blood of my body flow freely and coat my flesh like an oiled up heated lover. I want you tp thrust into my darkest places and make me wail into the night. FUCK YOU all who call me sick for the thought you know you have as well. You are like a child, clumsy and inept. I have grown into something more then I ever thought I could. Now Fucking do it, Make me scream in the wilds of passions. Make my body writhe under hand, knife, and whip. The beast within me waits to be uncovered and used like the animal it is! FUCK ME, FUCK YOU, FUCK US!!

Sickend Way

Take what you will. My body is your playground. Take the evil that is you, out on my soft flesh. Watch my body writhe under your sick touch. My cock slick with your maddened juice. My world crumbles alittle more with every slice of humiliation that spews from your cancered throat. You stand me, parade me infront of your sex sickened minion. Laugher errupts and fills my crimson ears. No defence, no way to fight the urge of wacked sobbing fro my soul. My body is bent and twisted to your fucking. My cock dripping with heated white lust as i feel the animals, the beasts over take my openings with meat, and sexuale hate. I can not resit every last pain that quivers my body. Rippleing, dripping, bloodyed flesh turning mine to an oozing mass of fuck liquid. I am your every want. I am your humiliation. Nothing feels so right then the sickened beast thats wrought upon me from you.

Locked Away Shadowed Prison

Locked away in the deep down hurt that is my soul. I see the shadows dance around me. I feel the eyes of my demons on me. I beg to be set free of this prison of pain that the shadows lust over. I beg for my bodys release from its steel bonds. My rists bleed from my struggleing and writhing. My crying seems not to matter to the shadows who use me as an empty shell. My body is the temple they see fit to use and abuse, force me into the pleasure I fear so much. Why is pain my pleasure, how is it the shadows always know how to make me scream is agonizeing pain that only makes the shadows lust harder. What is the meaning of all of it. Why is the ludeness of what they force me to do so brilliantly delicious to my wracked, pained, bloody, flesh. Is this all there is for me?

Then May It Never End.

Liveing Pain

Rip me, Fuck me, Beat me down till I have nothing left. Pin me down, Laugh and use me like the whore You want me to be. Fill me with Your hardened lust. Rape my soul, Make me beg it again. Force me to love every last moment of my pain. Stroke me, Pump me, Make me scream as I spill my seed to the floor against my will. Let your beast tear into my body, Claw me, Make me bleed.

Ohhh how I dream of the twisted and demented. My nightmares are my wet dreams. Give me all that you have and more. Cut me, slap me, Can't you see I want this, Can't you see the sickness that fills my mind.



Do It. Do It now. I need all that you have, I am your liveing pain.

In The Darkness

In the darkness you have no secrets. In the darkness every fear you have ever had comes back to haunt you. In the darkness every sexuale urge you have ever felt, forces you to drip your lust all apon the floor. In the darkness your fear controles your every last thought. You lose what ever defence you had up to keep yourself sane. In the darkness after a wile, you lose your fear, You lose your inhibitions, you will learn more about yourself then you ever will in the light. You will find pain is pleasure, sadness is a soft high, the law of nature no longer aplies to you. Your body is now yours to do with as you please. Scream out as you split yourself in the heat of your passions. You can grab, rip, tear at your self and let the blood flow to your feet. Spit, Hiss, Cut, Mame yourself. Rape your own mind in and out. Yell at the top of your lungs the things you have always wanted to say. In the drakness your mind is your whore, use it, beat it, rape it.

I have made it south..In NC now...Haveing a great time, and now, my lovely and I are just waiting for a Appt to open up for us.

New Roads

I am about to start my new travleing down south. Its a good chance that myself and love will have a better life and better chance to try new things. Please wish us luck, and I hope tell you all about it soon.

Shadow Pains

Pin me down, hold me, make me wail in paining lust. Force my body to respond to touch, and sound. Fear keeps me in this world as my blinded eyes try and focus on the shadows around me. My flesh burns under the clawing nails of fingers and teeth biting into soft skin.

Screaming into the darkness I cry as my lust is forced to grow hard, willing to be the humiliated sex they want it to be. Laughter fills the air around me seeing my reddened flesh responding to the will that is forced upon it.

My hard lust slick with clear want for more teasing and touch. My lips screaming for the halting of this assault on my self. I start to the others passions spill on my burning flesh. A moan escapes my lips as the liquid passions cool the claws over my skin.

The shadows all grip and grab at me. My body writhing unable to stop the cum, and golden passions that against my every thought and will find the way to explode and cover my body.

Hate me, Love me, Pain me, Make me, Force me, Make me be.

Hunt Me

Why do those who don't understand what the world is about, try to kill everything.

Hunt me down, and I will make you pay for your human fears.

The Earth Is Crying

The beast rages in us all. We let ourself be fooled that we can contain it fully.
Its a lie. We contain nothing. We tell ourselfs that we are human, But really we are animals. We need to learn what it is to live again, To be part this world, To remember what its like to listen to what the earth has to say.

If you listen close, You can hear her crying.

How does one beg for what they don't understand what they want.

The ravageing of a body, the feel being a toy for all and one.

How does one beg for the anger to be used on his flesh, the anger he feels inside to be used on him.

How does one beg for pain to inflame his flesh.

How does one beg for it all and find it thrilling and sexual.

How does one beg for the sickness he sees in his head, and feels in his cock to be placed on his body like a blanket.

How does one beg, to be used like a dog, or even be used by a wolf, or horse, or beast.

The sickness grows in his flesh, needing the release of this.

How does one beg for all thise things and still remain and keep what he is sane and safe from the outside world that would lock him up for just the thoughts he has.

He begs for it on his knees.

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Where is he that you seek when the fear takes you.

As I stand here I watch the world go about its life. Unknowing the real will of what we can do. The power we hold over one another is scary. Everyone is afraid of everyone. I think thats one of our problems. The fear we have for the unknown person keeps us from going out at night, Being who we are, Showing off our bodys that we should be proud of, even playing games or sports. Stop being afraid people. Stop letting others controle the way you want to live and feel. Be you, and be happy that your alive.

The world

To see deep into the world, you must first give yourself into the unknown world around you.

Good Movie

Just watched Paranormal Activity Tonight. It was at least to me, very well done and very creepy. Its nice to see a movie again with out having to use so many FX and blood and gore to get it point across.

Don't get me wrong, I love blood and gore, But I do love a really good story and feeling the creeps. To much blood and gore seems to take away the creep factor for me, makes it too....I don't know..Unrealistic for me.

I do suggest a look if your a horror fan, or just like feeling the creeps when your alone.

Look at the world around you sometime. You will see everything you want, and everything you don't. Its all up to you on what you do about it!!!

Nuff said!

Be the hunter.

Never take your heart for granted. You only have one.

Darkness fills my mind and soul. Sometimes I wonder why I think the things I do.
Sometimes my own thoughts even scare me. The dark lusts, and wants that I see in my mind make me shiver and my flesh ripple.
The dark rooms that I see swirling in my mind are almost flowered with chains and cuffs, spikes, steel tables, and other objects that make me cringe and want.

I think all humans have those thoughts at one point or another. I think the fear we feel from our dark lusts and desires shame us. Its the animal within us trying to break free and give us the freedom that we have pushed down for thousands of years. Don't be afraid of your thoughts. Embrace your inner animal, and be free.

Happy New Year

Happy New year to all. I hope all your thoughts are new and fresh this year.
May your lives be full of health and happiness. May the Darkness that holds you down in fear and sadness be lifted, even for a moment so that you may see the real you and be happy with who you are and who you will become.